We are so conditioned by what is believed and said about us, that most of the time we come to identify with the opinions of those around us and accept them as beliefs, without questioning them or seeing what is behind them. Because of this we do not accept many of the gifts we came here with.
I also went through this process. All my life I have been told so many times that I speak too fast and that the message I send is not understood "your mind thinks faster than you can express" that I have come to believe that this is something that does not benefit me. From here to creating many frustrations related to communication with others, it was just one step.
Later, focusing on my own evolution, without the desire to be noticed, I released the pressure to express myself in public. Then I noticed that more and more people were happy to listen to me. To my surprise, they were interested in what I was saying and more than that, in the way I was transmitting the messages I received. I considered that they are subjective, because they are part of my close circle.
The years passed and I still did not accept public manifestations easily, although I felt comfortable in those moments. At some point, working with myself and releasing many of the energies that were blocking me, accepting them, I realized that what is transmitted through me is valuable, so I assumed this and started to speak freely. I tried to communicate from the state of zen, which I easily enter in, but with the exception of the channelings I do, my mind was so quiet that it did not feel like expressing itself at all, so I realized that this is not my way of expressing myself authentic. But which one is it, I began to wonder?
As friend Rudd says in key 14, ENTHUSIASM is the natural and authentic energy of the possessors of this gene. Indeed, when I enthusiastically narrate a revelation I have, an experience I am going through or a book I have read, I have already convinced the auditor, bringing him also into the atmosphere and state of what I live and have always done.
If you have ever sat at a table with a person who, when you see them eating, you eat too just because you feel like it, or if you laugh next to another person without knowing why, but you can't stop, then you understand what I mean, it is contagious.
Quite simply, my authentic energy is that of enthusiasm. And when I'm enthusiastic... I talk very fast. But now I am understood, because by assuming my gift, the message reaches others and fulfills its purpose. When you assume a gift, it activates your potential and assists you on your way. I love all forms of manifestation! Accept your limitations and you will find your gifts behind them! What is your authentic energy?
