After each opening that we have to ourselves, before we settle on the next level of evolution, we test ourselves. Passing the tests depends only on the positioning we have.
The purpose of these tests is to empower ourselves by letting go of control and other deep-rooted limitations. Periodically, our higher parts, create scenarios for us and bring us face to face with the new energies within us, above which we have raised our frequency, but often the attachment is so great that we fail to detach from them, and release them and we prefer, sometimes even consciously ("I know it's like that but I'm afraid and I don't want to change") to maintain our old reality.
We resist anything that scares us and takes us out of our comfort zone, believing that we are losing our identity and what we knew about ourselves. Instead of sitting inside and accepting our inner turmoil by seeing what it shows us, we fight our reality, completely forgetting that we created it, not taking responsibility for it.
To me this is the first step in self-empowerment, to take responsibility for your entire creation. This is clearly seen in what you attract into this reality, the people and events you encounter, as they are attracted to your beliefs, conceptions and programs.
It's perfect whatever we choose, but here we come across to very strong energetic moments, like this period, which can disturb us very much, if we don't want to take on the growth that it seems we had already done, but hadn't integrated.
Why do we always get sidetracked, why do we fail to integrate that new level, or if we do, it is painful? Because we try to interpret the stories we face from the limited and unclear perspectives of this 3-4D reality. As long as we tune into this consciousness, what do you think we will create? Maybe the 3D stories settle down and we feel fulfilled, but even in the stories at some point a "kite" appears that will destroy the attachment to this reality and make, either through awareness or through suffering, to have those moments of introspection. And what do you do when the revelation "hits" you but you refuse to follow it, because it was so good for you to live in your world, which you liked and was comfortable... but an illusion.
I went through this myself and until I accepted that it was time to release the attachment to safety and comfort and release the compromise, I did not feel the true joy of a life in harmony with my soul's will. Initially I felt that I gave up an "easy" life and chose one full of challenges, but later I realized that exactly those challenges brought me, through their integration, the gift behind them, to which I would not have had access never staying in the old reality.s
If we really want to create a reality without suffering, it is necessary to periodically let go of the old reality, of what we thought about ourselves. It is necessary to leave behind the dense parts of us, with which we identify ("I need this to feel good", "I know better what I need").
That's right, but to see who you really identify with, always ask yourself, with an open heart, "From what energy do I speak, think, act" and if you are honest with yourself, you will find out who the voice you think is actually yours, the voice that has those needs and knows.
