We are spheres that contain both the divine side and other energies that are part of the personality. Everything is in this sphere, in us!
I asked myself how do I manifest myself in various moments so as to be a balance in what I express. To be consciously connected but not "separated" (disconnected) from this three-dimensional reality.
The answer was clear: "You have created for this life many energies to assist you. Allow them to manifest, to fulfill the role you created them for. YOU came to enjoy!"
Then I had the clear vision of what I really am. I perceived myself as a spirit that is part of a sphere that contains both the divine self and the personality with various energies that compose it, with guides, angels, entities, multidimensional aspects, etc. Looking into the sphere I perceived the activity inside... it resembled to a factory where everyone knew what to do. When we "take control" of the actions, the "flat mates" would stop and allow me, spirit, to connect to this 3d reality and obviously face it, because free will works. When I detached myself from the result, the whole team mobilized and the results, I can assure you, were beyond expectations! Thus, I allowed the energies to manifest and fulfill the role for which I created them: some deal with the fulfillment of my material needs (money, food, clothing...) others with the interpersonal side (relationships and suitable people for my current level of evolution), others assist me in what I do, actually taking over a certain part... I simply put my team to work, and I feel that I can finally enjoy... the benefits of the creator!
I understood that all these energies want to manifest, to be observed by me, spirit, and then, I consider from the start that I know them, accept them and let each of them take care of those aspects for which I created them... because I created them with a purpose, right?! So, I decided to let them fulfill their role, without judging them, without intervening, WITHOUT KNOWING, so each one of them deals with that specific something, and I abandon myself and enjoy life... only now I realize how much resistance was behind the "abandonment"!
I notice my resistances and let them manifest, not intervening in the drama of the stories they tell me. I notice them, I accept them, I love them... that's it! I believe in those energies; I have the conviction that I have created the most appropriate team assigned to deal with the aspects of this reality that I no longer feel like dealing with. They are my unseen messengers for the fulfillment of all tasks created by duality.
All of that turmoil came from my resistance to accepting that I can stand above the rules created by third density, by the collective consciousness, but it's just a choice... simple as that. Believe it or not, here is the key!
You are taught to collaborate with all parts of you, to let them do their work, to accept them as part of you ... to accept yourself as a whole!
How else can you manage to accept others as long as you don't accept you a whole. You are the microcosm, in which are found all the elements that make up the macrocosm, I would call it the "general rehearsal for the macrocosm"... if you have acquired your own universe and learn to collaborate with it, detaching yourself from the result, expectations, of control… you will notice for yourself how outside of you manifest exactly the same things … the peace within you will come out outside of you, the settlement within you is seen in your external reality.
What's left for you to do, you ask yourself?
YOU, the one who is actually the spirit that experiences/lives in this body, will enjoy little things that you have not paid attention to until now, because you have been busy "controlling your life"... you have to admit that it’s a concern that consumes a lot of our time and energy.
How to live my life?
Accept that the era of control has passed and that happiness really depends ONLY on you, on how much you believe in it!
To be able to enjoy a good material situation, health, soul mate... it all depends on how much you allow yourself to believe that all these are ALREADY part of you. What prevents them from manifesting is your belief of separation. The perception of the whole draws outside of you the reality of the whole, of the complete Being, perfect, loved, healthy, rich, happy.
The perception of the whole shows you that you have never been alone... in your sphere permanently are both the divine side/part and the personality part/side, the multidimensional aspects, angels, guides, other entities of light are constantly with you (kind of crowded, right?!), so you are by no means alone. As for love, acceptance, recognition, valorization ... they are part of the job description. YOU, the spirit, are the representative of the entire sphere here on Earth, you are the most precious thing to the sphere and I do not intend to enumerate one more time the components, because, through you, they can express themselves, they can do the "miracles" you've heard about or read about in books, they can fulfill their missions.
Bow to the greatness within you, step back and let your energies fulfill their mission! Perceive yourself as if you are inside the sphere but detach yourself from it.
YOU came to enjoy life!